So he had to act like i wasnt here so that his friends wouldnt give him shit. Which i understand.
So here heres getting calls from all his other hoes who hes broken up with and stayed friends with and hes talking to this one that he was talking to from when we used to mess around . Apparently shes the one that he loves and she loves him, but she dont want to marry him cuz shes afraid that hell do her like how he did us others. That SHE helped him break up.. shes telling him that theyre not gonna have sex till theyre married and all that shit which i know he wont be able to do. Hes to sensual for that. So here he has her on the speaker phone and shes telling him what to do and how to do it, what to eat allll that typical shit. And i had to walk out of the room. I couldnt deal with it. And she was supposedly "jokin" and im like not if you both love each other. Shes serious. ..
I just don't know what is wrong with me that he can fuck me, but cant be in a relationship with me... but can deal with that shit? So im out...im not contacting him again. Ill only talk to him if he calls. Which probably wont be ever. After these 4 days i see we have almost nothing in common at awl. We have some, but not alot.
So yeah, im gonna be alone for the rest of my life.
